The summer heat (yes, summer heat! Not stupid 15 degrees that people try to pass as boiling, real summer heat of 25 degrees. IN WALES!) here is making me feel really homesick… That’s kinda weird, seeing as I am home.

That’s sort of evidence that I don’t belong here… Well, obviously I do, but the difference is that my mum and step dad live here, so that’s why I belong really. Plus I have an amazing boyfriend and a special group of friends that I’d miss terribly, but to be fair, I’m so unhappy here. I want to live in the heat that isn’t so unpredictable, and somewhere with my idea of gorgeous…

Why do I feel so trapped?